"and then they were two, and yes, two is better than one"

EPILOGUE

The rest of the days went by. James and i spent most of our time together. now, i can say that we're closer than ever. Fretzie and Bret were so happy for us, they said they knew this day would come. and that James and i were only too stubborn to realize it.

you know, life in high school is also full of surprises. as you can see, i didn't expect to fall for my best friend, and i wasn't looking for love, it just came. but even though James and i are already a couple, i still consider him my best friend...Ivan, however, moved to another city with his mom. i will never forget him, coz he was the one who made me realize who i truly love...so he'll always be a special memory to me. but James...well, he'll always and forever be my true love. oh, by the way, the Wildcats did win the championships. i was so proud of him. ain't life just grand?

THE END =)

"it's now or never"

TWELVE

Monday morning finally came. i felt like a new person. i decided to be with my own now. i vowed never to fall in love again. but *sigh* it was easier said than done. how could i ever forget about James? he was such a big part of me...i don't have any clue how i'm getting over him. but it hurts so bad, knowing that James has a girlfriend in his life...a fact that he, by the way, never bothered to share with me. during lunch that day at the canteen, i was all by my lonesome in our usual seats. i didn't mind, i was getting used to it by now. but not until James, Bret and Fretzie came and sat down at our table. what a miracle! i thought they were all mad at me.

"Hi Ann! how are you?" Fretzie greeted me first. i replied politely,

"I'm okay, thanks for asking." then it was Bret's turn,

"Hey, we missed you saturday night. we celebrated after our team won." i managed an indifferent answer,

"Oh, really? that's nice. well, i thought you were all angry at me so..." Fretzie interrupted me,

"We weren't mad at you. Ann, you were the one who left us at the game, remember? and kept avoiding us today. but all is okay now, right?" we all nodded at each other and smiled. then, after a few minutes, Fretzie and Bret left, thereby leaving me with James. i was nervous all of a sudden. i didn't know how to act around him now, now that i found out i'm in love with him. James spoke up first,

"Hey Ann, how you doing? where were you sunday night? i called but your mom said you went out."

"I was out...with Ivan..." i saw his expression changed. not wanting to fight, i went on,

"I told him to stop seeing me." James looked amazed at my admission.

"What? why?"

"I uh...well...um...i realized i don't love him." i was stuttering. thankfully, the bell rang...

"There goes the bell, i gotta go James...see ya!" i said as i hurriedly proceeded to my next class.

The next few days passed by like a blur. but i still kept avoiding James as much as i can. i couldn't help it, the fact about him and Devon still did massacre to my insides. i didn't tell anyone about it, not even Fretzie. i was too ashamed to do so. then, on a friday evening in the backyard, i heard my mom calling me,

"Ann, visitor!" who could it be? it must be Ivan, coz usually mom never announces if James comes. for he goes directly inside the house as if it's his second home already. but when i looked up, it was James, standing right in front of me. i forgot how to breathe. we were standing like that, looking at each other and not saying anything for about a minute when finally, he asked,

"Ann, will you go out with me tonight?" should i? i thought to myself as i struggled for a decision. James must have noticed my confusion for he went on,

"Please? i have something important to tell you." and i thought, maybe he was finally telling me about Devon. well, here goes nothing.

"Okay...just let me change first." when we took off, James brought me somewhere, somewhere far. he told me it was a surprise. after about half an hour, we finally arrived at our destination. he asked me to close my eyes.

"Why?" he gave me that dazzling smile again.

"Just trust me, okay?" i smiled back. i hesitated for a moment but finally gave in. he held my hand as he led me to sit on a chair.

"All right, now, you can open your eyes." and when i did, i saw that he brought me to a quiet, high place, overlooking the city. i could see the buildings from afar, with all the lights. it was a beautiful, romantic sight. and then, as he took my hand he fastened a silver chain around my wrist, and i noticed there was something engraved on it. i held it up and i read,

"Can i keep you?" i was speechless. i looked up and saw James gazing intently at me.

"James...i---i don't know what to say...i'm confused...what does this mean?" James held my hand and placed it on his chest. i could feel his heart, beating as hard as mine.

"Ann, that's what i've been trying to tell you for years. it's only now that i found the courage to tell you. i thought about telling you early on, but i couldn't...coz i was afraid i'd lose you as a friend. and then Ivan came along. i felt worse coz i thought i had lost you for good. i wrote you that song, hoping you would realize how i felt, but you didn't..."

"James, i didn't know about Ivan..." James nodded.

"It hurt...seeing you falling for him. i know you already know he's my half brother. we hate each other, even when we were still kids, he was my rival at everything---my dad's attention, basketball, and finally, you. i couldn't accept it. i didn't know what to do. but when i found out you weren't seeing him anymore, i had to try. it was now or never." wow, no one has ever made me feel this way, not even Ivan...but one thing was still bothering me.

"But what happened to Devon? i saw you two kissing in the halls." James explained,

"Devon was there for me, during the time when we weren't talking. she became a good friend...I kissed her coz i was thankful for her friendship. that's it. but i didn't know she was gonna kiss me back, that way. i was even shocked myself. but only if you looked a little further, you would have seen that i pushed her away when she kissed me, and after that told her it's only you, that's right here..." he was pointing to his heart. and continued,

"All these years, it's been you, Ann...and it will always be you. remember the song? i'd rather be anywhere, but here without you. i love you!" i held back the tears in my eyes. i hugged him then. and whispered,

"Hey James?"

"Yes, Ann?"

"I love you, too!" There! so much for playing hard to get! i finally told him how i felt. he looked at me intently, he came closer until his forehead touched mine. then his lips touched mine very lightly, and after a moment i was kissing him back, with all my heart. it was like, the world was swaying, and we were the only people left in it. everything was perfect, i didn't want the night to end.

"unmasking my mystery guy"

ELEVEN

The next day, i met Ivan at the movie house. i didn't wanna watch a movie so i invited him to take a stroll in the park. so we talked, about a lot of things. after a while, i decided to go direct to the point.

"Ivan, do you love me?" i asked him seriously. he laughed as he took my hand.

"Ann, what kind of a question is that? of course i do! ever since the first day i met you. why?"

"I thought about this, about us...it just isn't right. you and me, it's like we don't make sense." this time Ivan's face grew serious.

"What's wrong Ann? tell me and we'll fix it. please."

"Ivan, i realized something. and maybe, i realized it a little too late. but still i don't wanna lie to you. i thought i was falling for you. i mean, i tried...and i thought i did love you. but lately all i could think about is how wrong this is..." i expected him to get mad, but he didn't. instead, this is what he said,

"I understand, Ann. i know from the very beginning that you're in love with James." i was astounded. what made him say that?

"Whaaat?!! what are you talking about? James is my best friend, no more, no less." Ivan gave me a sad smile. then he continued,

"It's quite obvious when you're on the outside, looking in...i mean, when we're together, he's the one you always talk about. when you see him, i notice this special glow in your eyes and when i say something bad about him, you contradict me. and remember when i called him a sucker?" i nodded..he went on,

"Well, i explained to you why i did that but i knew deep inside that you were on his side. when i thought you were finally mine, James was always there between us. it's like, there's this invisible tie that binds you both. it's unbreakable...and i realize, i could never compete with that." i was stunned. and Ivan made me realize, that it was true. all this time, i was in love with James. with my best friend. it made me pause in awe and at the same time, scared me. coz i knew, it was too late for us. James already fell for Devon...

"I'm sorry, Ivan...what more can i say? you just spelled everything out for me. but, you are special to me..and you always will be. coz you made me realize my true feelings. i couldn't ask for a better friend..." Ivan smiled at me. then we hugged each other, possibly for the last time.

"Ann Li, i do hope that James will realize what a gem you are. if you were mine, i'd never do anything to hurt you."

"I hope so too, Ivan...more than you'll ever know." after our heartfelt conversation, Ivan took me home. i felt great coz even after everything, i'm certain we will remain as friends. and the best part is, he understood me. he is really a good guy after all. then i remembered something.

"Ivan, i want to tell you something."

"What about?"

"Well, before i met you, i had this weird dream. i was dancing with a guy, only i didn't see his face. all i saw was his gold watch, and it's the same watch that you own..." Ivan gazed at his watch and then asked,

"Really? well, this is a gift from my dad. he bought two, actually. one for me and one for his other son." we were silent for a while when we reached home. finally, Ivan spoke up,

"So, is this goodbye?"

"Of course not, Ivan. no matter what, i'll always be your friend." he grinned. and gave me a kiss on my cheek. then he turned to leave. but before he left, he said something that made everything fall into place,

"Hey Ann, before i go, i want to tell you something too,"

"What is it?"

"That i think James feels the same way about you." i smiled at his comment.

"I hope so, Ivan..."

"And lastly, James...is my half brother." then he turned and left. i was so shocked to hear him say that. and now, it all summed up. now i understand why they know each other from way back and why they hate each other. it's because they were half brothers. i knew that James' dad had an affair with another woman before, but he never told me about his half brother. and now, i finally understood my strange dream months ago. the mystery guy wasn't Ivan...it was James, wearing the same gold watch given to him by his dad. before i went to bed that night, i thought about what Ivan said. that James feels the same way towards me. how i wish that's true. but it's too late now. James already had a girlfriend. why is love like that? why is it that you only realize the worth of someone when he's no longer there? and why is it that when i love someone, he always ends up with Devon? and why, oh why, of all people, do i have to fall in love with my best friend??? never ending questions filled my mind until i dozed off to sleep.

"you and me against the world?"

TEN

At the gym there were a lot of people. but even though it was crowded i was glad that Fretzie and i managed good seats, right in front of the court. can you just imagine how near we were? we saw the players from both teams, all having their warm ups. i saw James, wearing number 35, and Ivan, with jersey number 23. they both looked cute in their respective uniforms. but i was still mad at James, after what i saw earlier that afternoon. why didn't he just tell me about Devon? some best friend?! and could it possibly be true? are they together for real? and was i jealous when i saw them kissing? i hope not! i mean, of course i'm not! James is my best friend, just my best friend. and besides, i have Ivan. so how come i still felt envious towards Devon? right after Fretzie and i got our snacks, the game began. i saw Fretzie gave Bret a flying kiss. and James gave me his tender smile. i pretended not to see him. Ivan meanwhile winked at me,

i just smiled. i looked around and noticed Devon was nowhere in sight. good! i thought to myself as i started concentrating on the game.

The game was in motion, and i saw James guarding Ivan. Ivan dribbled and attempted to shoot, but James blocked his shot. the referee called for a foul. James lifted his arms in the air as if complaining. while Ivan gave him an annoying smile. minutes later, the Wildcats were leading by two, but not until Ivan made a 3-pointer. two, one, buzzer! the players were then getting ready for second half. Fretzie asked me to accompany her to the ladies room.

While retouching our make-ups, Fretzie started asking questions.

"So, is Ivan your boyfriend already? you two look like you're getting serious."

"No, not yet. i mean, we're constantly dating, and we kissed, but about the serious part, i have no idea honestly." Fretzie continued her interview,

"Well, what did he say?"

"He said he thinks he's falling in love with me, and that he'll wait for my response, no matter how long it will take."

"Hmm...and it's been what, almost two months? doesn't that tell you anything?" i was getting confused.

"What do you mean?" Fretzie looked at me and replied,

"Well, it's obvious you don't love him back. coz if you did, you wouldn't have made him wait any longer. you would've made the decision right then and there when he confessed that he loves you. besides, i think he's all wrong for you." her words were getting me riled up. and i didn't want her to think i was wrong about Ivan. she doesn't even know the guy, who is she to judge? and who voted her expert on LOVE anyway?! i mustered every inch of patience i had left and stated,

"What do you mean i don't love him? you are wrong. Ivan and i are meant to be. didn't you say so yourself that he was the guy in my dream?" Fretzie frowned then,

"Yes, but maybe i was mistaken about him. coz i know you, Ann. we've been best friends for so long. and i can see that you guys are wrong for each other. but it's just an opinion okay? so don't be so defensive."

"Why thank you miss opinionated. but your opinions are appreciated elsewhere. i didn't ask for it. so just keep it to yourself." i found myself getting outraged. Fretzie seemed to feel the same way. she nodded sarcastically.

"Fine. whatever. sorry for bringing it up. since you weren't asking for my opinion, ignore it!"

We both got back to our seats then. but i couldn't help feeling dismayed. what was the matter with her? anyway, the second half started. the Wildcats were again leading by two. After a while i saw Ivan and Bret having a tiff on the court, it looked bad. i was getting nervous. suddenly James pulled them away from each other but Ivan pushed James. in retaliation, James pushed Ivan and if it weren't for the referee and the other teammates, i was sure they were in fistfights already. the referee decided to eject the three of them from the game. fans from both teams were angered, and shocked. i myself couldn't believe what happened. Fretzie and i hurried to the locker rooms then. and there, we found Bret and James. both were totally worn out, not to mention completely disappointed and furious. Fretzie then spoke up,

"What happened babe? why did you shout at Ivan?" Bret answered back heatedly,

"The guy was a creep! he tripped me when i was dribbling the ball!" i tried to calm him down,

"But that's normal in a game. it happens all the time. maybe he didn't mean to." Bret got more angry then,

"The jerk tripped me three times, is that normal? he freaking did it on purpose!" i kept quiet. maybe Ivan did it on purpose but does that make him a bad guy? Fretzie turned to James next.

"And James, why were you included?"

"I didn't do anything Fretz! i tried to stop them both from beating each other but Ivan pushed me and called me a sucker. man i wanted to punch his face so bad! he shouldn't do that to me, i'm his...i mean, i never did anything to him!" all eyes were now focused on me. what more can i do? they all hate Ivan. i felt sorry for him and i couldn't defend him anymore so not bothering to wait for them, i went home by myself. i didn't want to finish the stupid game! is Ivan really bad? he's never like that to me. in fact, he's such a great guy. he makes me feel special, he treats me and mom like we're princesses and he's not a snob at all. but why do my closest pals hate him? i just couldn't figure them out. and what was James trying to say? he seems to know a secret about Ivan. i was getting all confused, and puzzled. after supper that night i sat at the swing in our backyard when finally, the guy on the hot seat came. Ivan looked tired, and hurt. i felt the need to hug him. but didn't. i waited for his explanation.

"Hey Ann, you can go celebrate now. the Wildcats won. they'll be facing the Dragons for championships. man i hope the Dragons crush them." then he snickered at his own joke. sensing my not-so-good mood, he sat beside me and took my hand.

"Sorry, you know i was only kidding, right?" i sighed.

"What happened out there Ivan? why did you call James a sucker? you think that would remedy the situation? you only made it worse."

"Ann, you still don't know the whole story. it's true that i called him that, coz he deserves it. he should have been minding his own business...then again, he's always like that, interfering with my life in general."

"What do you mean?" Ivan got quiet then. i was starting to get sick of the lies, and the secrets. what did he mean by James always interfering with his life? i really don't understand. Ivan still didn't reply. i was losing my patience,

"For heaven's sake Ivan! what's going on?" but he didn't answer. he just looked at me as if he made a mistake in telling me. maybe i made a mistake too...a mistake like trusting him and letting him into my heart. maybe Fretzie was right after all, we were wrong for each other. he changed the subject then and asked me to go out the next night. i agreed, maybe, just maybe, it was time to end this.

"you love me, and he loves...who?"

NINE

The next days of the week passed like a derby. i didn't realize it was already friday. my days were not so great however coz James and i didn't spend any time together. we barely had time to see each other. in fact, i only see him during classes. they were getting busy with basketball now. championships was very near and they were doing their best to fight and maintain their title this year. but still, when James and i were together, it was like the old times. he always kids around, teases me and talks about his never ending jokes. what's even more great is that Bret was talking to me again. i didn't know the whole story but i didn't bother to ask. what's important to me was that we were friends again. Fretzie was no longer busy, her projects were done so it was cool hanging out with her once more. the four of us, just like the old times. and i was excited coz that afternoon, the Wildcats will face their archenemy---the Wolves---it surely was going to be one terrific game. both teams were already in the finals. and finally, i'd get to see both James and Ivan play this time. of course i will be on the Wildcats' side, but it wouldn't hurt if i also cheer for Ivan, would it? i guess not.

"Ann, you coming to the game this afternoon?" i heard James calling me.

"Hey, there. of course! i wouldn't miss it for the world! good luck okay? Fretzie and i are going to cheer for you and Bret, so give it your best shot!" James nodded and replied,

"We definitely will. this game is very important to us, whoever wins will face the Dragons for the championship...honestly, i'm kind of nervous." i touched his arm and reassured him,

"What? you, nervous? that's not a part of your vocabulary. you'll be great! trust me. just relax, okay?" James winked at me as he left.

"Thanks Ann, see you later!"

"All right! Break a leg!" before he was completely out of my sight however, i saw James talking to a girl. i looked closely and realized it was Devon. if i remember correctly, she was the same girl who stole my first boyfriend away from me. i tried not to pry, but i couldn't help looking at them. i wonder what she's up to now. she was touching James' arm and flirting with him. it did somersaults to my insides. i never took my eyes off them, and to my shock, James kissed her on her cheek, but Devon clearly wasn't satisfied, coz she pulled James' nape and pulled him closer and kissed him back, right in the lips! i was astounded! oh my goodness! i couldn't believe what i saw. i ran to the comfort room and there, i found myself yelling. dude, was i mad! so that explains why i don't see James anymore. he already had a girlfriend. and the worst part is, it had to be her. it made me so sad i wanted to cry. i didn't know why i was acting like that, or how i felt at that very moment. but it seemed that the world, my world, was falling apart. my best friend...and my most hated person. how could they? how could he??? but what can i do? tears welled up in my eyes and i cried.

"anywhere but here"

EIGHT

Moments later, i saw a car heading for our driveway. i thought it was mom's but it was a different one. as i approached it, i found out it was Ivan's car. when he got out, he was bringing a bouquet of white roses and chocolates. i thought it was very sweet of him. but a small, teeny weeny part of me wasn't pleased, maybe coz his approach was so common. but i set those thoughts aside.

"Hi Ann, these are for you. beautiful flowers for a beautiful girl." he announced as i accepted the gifts.

"Oh thank you Ivan, but what's the occasion?"

"Nothing. i just want to give you these. coz you're special to me, and i want to make you feel special." he said sheepishly.

"Really? i'm flattered. thanks again. come on in." i led him inside the house.

"Make yourself at home, okay?" i spoke casually. i was a bit nervous coz we were alone and i didn't know what to do. my confident facade was crumbling each second. he sat on the left side of our couch so i sat on the opposite side and pretended to be reading a magazine. he moved and came closer. i could smell his cologne. he looked like he just stepped out from the shower. we were silent for a few minutes, then finally, he said,

"So, you're home alone?" i gulped.

"Yeah..uh...mom is out with her pals." what's wrong with me? a cat got my tongue? to my dismay, Ivan came closer until we were side by side. i shivered a little.

"Ann Li, are you okay? you're not scared of me, are you?"

"Of course i am okay! and i'm not scared! why should i be?" i asked as i met his intense gaze. he leaned forward and held my chin with his hand and suddenly kissed me, a kiss that lasted for only a second. i pulled away.

"Ivan, don't..." i expected to feel this tingling sensation inside but instead, i felt that somehow, it wasn't right. why? i like Ivan a lot, i was falling in love with him, so why do i feel like it was wrong? after our kiss he moved back and confessed,

"Ann, i think...i'm falling in love with you." i blushed. i couldn't think of any response so i simply smiled. for about an hour we just watched TV. and after that he went home coz according to him, he had early practice tomorrow. they were nearing the championships so training was getting a little hectic. i felt relieved. when he left, i wasn't in the mood to go inside yet so i stayed in the backyard again. guess who came, James!

"James, hi! i'm so happy you're here!" am i okay? i sounded a little desperate. but thankfully, James didn't seem to notice.

"Hi Ann! i bought pizza and i thought i'd share it with you. and hey, i want to let you hear the new song i made." i noticed then that he brought his acoustic guitar with him. we used to do a lot of duets when we were younger. and every Christmas we and together with some other pals go around the neighborhood and sing Christmas carols together. i find myself yearning for those times.

"Oh, i'd love that. let's go inside." i told him to sit on the couch while i got sodas from the fridge. when i went back in the living room, i saw that Ivan's flowers were still on the side table. and i took note of James' frown when he gazed at it. or was it just my imagination? we started eating soon after that awkward moment. then he sang his new song entitled "anywhere but here." and when i started hearing it, i wished the night would never end...

(to the reader: please listen to safetysuit's 'anywhere but here' as you read the lyrics. so you will capture the moment)

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be?
Or maybe be
Everything that I never thought could happen
Or ever come to pass and
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling
Or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams
In hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember
Or just a cold day in December?
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you...

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be
For you and me?

After the last chord, James gazed at me. and i looked at him. we stayed that way for a good one minute, just staring at each other. i couldn't describe how i was feeling that exact moment. when i finally found my voice, i said,

"James, that was very beautiful...i don't know what to say..." he smiled shyly as he gave his reply,

"Really? well, i'm glad you liked it. it's for someone special..." but then he saw the flowers again. and just like that, the spellbinding moment was gone.

"Are those from Ivan?" i really didn't wanna talk about Ivan in that very instant but before i managed an answer, James continued,

"You love him, don't you? man, he sure is lucky..." i was about to deny that but James suddenly stood up and gathered his things.

"James, are you all right? is something bothering you? please, tell me...i'm your best friend." he paused and after getting his guitar, motioned for me to usher him outside. he said,

"Yes, you are my best friend...and i always will be yours...thanks for tonight Ann. it made me see things clearly now..." not quite understanding his words, i stated,

"You're welcome...and thanks too...that song was perfect...like i said over and over, you'll be a famous singer one day, sell a million copies of your album and have trillions of fans...and i'll be left at the sidelines, lucky if i could get a glimpse of you or two." he laughed at my comment.

"Ann Li, catching a glimpse of me at the sidelines??? i find that hard to believe..." he started walking down the street, when i called out to him,

"Why do you find that hard to believe?" James, about ten meters away from me, replied,

"Don't you see, i'll always be the one catching a glimpse of you...whatever i do or wherever i go, i'd see you..." then he turned and left me standing there in the cold night---dazed...and confused. i finally went to my room after he was out of sight. what a long day! it was tiring, but James' pizza made it more meaningful...and his song made it perfect. his presence does that to me, makes me happy. right before sleeping i saw a picture frame of me and James on my dresser. we were really pals, and he'll forever be special to me. i took the picture, placed it on my bed side table after i gave it a kiss.

"this is me, without you"

SEVEN

Monday morning came with a blast! i didn't know we were going to have lots of exams. and unfortunately, i haven't studied that much coz i spent my weekend with Ivan. by now, word got around school that i was going out with the captain of the 'Wolves'. some people were amazed, but others considered me a traitor too, for going out with the 'enemy'. but i didn't mind this. if they were too immature to get it, then that's fine by me. besides, i was enjoying spending time with Ivan. i was eating lunch alone at the canteen when suddenly, James sat in front of me.

"Hi Ann! how are you doing?" he asked as he gave me that familiar, warm smile.

"Um...i'm fine. what about you? i haven't seen you around lately and i thought you were mad at me." i replied honestly. James shrugged as if our fight never happened.

"For a while, yeah, i admit, i was upset with you. i mean, you never spoke that way to me before. and you always had time for me, no matter how nonsense our conversations were. so when you told me you were too busy for me that night, i got mad. and i didn't know how to handle it, this new version of you." i nodded and touched his hand on the table.

"I tried to apologize to you after that, but you didn't give me a chance. and James, don't ever think i'm too busy for you, coz that's not true. you're my best friend, and i always will be. that night when we fought, it was a mistake. i'm sorry if i hurt you." James grinned and held my hand in return.

"I'm sorry for hurting you too, Ann. to tell you the truth, ever since our fight, everyone around me kept telling me i wasn't myself. it was awful, not talking to you. and i realized that i'm not good at anything when we're fighting. it's coz you're my best friend, and you're important to me...without you...well, i'm not me." my heart melted with his admission. and i realized i feel the same way he does. life just doesn't seem fun when he's not in it.

"James, let's not fight again, okay? we're best friends, and best friends should stick together." James agreed and asked,

"Promise?" i gave him a smile as i answered back,

"Yup, dude! that's a promise." James smiled. then, after a few minutes we walked to class together.

After classes that day James and i walked home. and we talked about the things we did since our fight. i was delighted to know that their team 'Wildcats' are already at the semifinals. i was so proud of him. it was obvious to James that he was also glad that we were friends again. but then i remembered something,

"James, can i ask you something?"

"Shoot!"

"Well, lately...uh...there's this guy that i'm dating...he's the captain of the Wolves...you might recognize him...anyway, we bumped into Bret a couple of times and during those times, he was such a snob and just plain rude. does Bret hate Ivan that much?" i noticed James took his time replying. i was getting worried that he didn't like this topic of conversation. finally, he said,

"I don't know about that Ann. but if it means a lot to you, i'll ask Bret about it."

"That would be great James! and thanks. i hope Bret isn't mad or anything, but if he is, what's his reason? i haven't told Fretzie about this, well, she's also busy so it's fitting that i don't bother her..." wow, i was babbling again. is it my imagination or is James upset? he was so quiet and wasn't as jolly as before.

"James, you okay?" He looked at me and gave me that usual smile again.

"Oh, of course. why wouldn't i be? hey Ann, i need to go. talk to you later okay?" i felt that something was wrong, but i didn't want to press the issue. maybe he was just tired.

"Okay, bye!" he didn't seem to hear me for he rushed to another direction. what happened? was it something i said? something i did? i pondered about our earlier conversation but i couldn't seem to find what was amiss. finally, i reached home. after clearing away the dishes that night, i rested on our couch. i didn't find a good movie on the tube and i didn't have someone to talk to, mom was out with her pals, while Fretzie was on a date with Bret, again. Ivan was still at their basketball practice and James was, i don't know exactly about James' whereabouts but he still didn't call me. so, left with nothing to do, i slept. an hour later i got up, did my laundry. then i stayed outside in our backyard and sat on the swing. i was thinking about Ivan, and surprisingly, i was also thinking about James and comparing them to each other. they're both special to me, both a part of me. but of course, different in a way. James is my best friend, while Ivan is my, soon to be boyfriend? i don't know. but one thing's for sure, i couldn't stand to face another day in this world without the both of them.

"catch me if i fall"

SIX

after the movies Ivan and i went for a walk in the park. it was one cool night and i was shivering. i was glad that Ivan offered his jacket.

"Thanks." wow! i had no idea he was such a gentleman. we were walking silently for a while, and finally we sat down in the swing.

"You know Ann, i was waiting for this moment ever since i met you." i blushed.

"You mean, ever since you spilled popcorn on me?" i asked teasingly. he laughed at my quip.

"Haha...sorry about that. and i never thought this moment would come." i gazed at his warm, brown eyes.

"Really? me either. but i'm glad it did." Ivan held my hand as he continued,

"Me too. when i saw you that day at the gym, i admit, i was stunned with your beauty. and i know i was such a jinx, pouring popcorn on you, but even though that happened, i told myself i had to know your name. so introduced myself. maybe you thought i was such a jerk for doing so." i smiled when i recalled the first time we met. i met his gaze, and after looking in another direction, replied,

"I admit, i was shocked that you were introducing yourself to me after what happened. but it's okay, honestly." i was aware of his intense stare at me. i felt like an ice cream melting on a hot, sunny day. Ivan snickered.

"Yeah, that was foolish of me. but like i said, i wanted, no, i needed to know your name."

"Really? that sounds impossible. i mean, there are lots of gorgeous girls out there, even in your school. besides, i'm just ordinary." he stopped me by saying,

"That's what makes you special Ann, you're beautiful, and you don't even seem to know it. and i really like you...Ann, is it okay if i court you?" gosh! what did he say? i was really flattered and he made me feel like i was the only girl in the world. his world, that is. for a while we fell silent. finally, i spoke up,

"It's getting kind of late. can you take me home now?" i asked him as i looked at his watch. Ivan stood up then.

"You're right, i didn't even know that time moved on so fast. sure, let's go." he said as he held my hand again. was i dreaming? i couldn't believe this was happening. we arrived at my house at exactly midnight. Ivan brought me to my door and he declared,

"Ann, about what i said before, i know you're not ready yet and i guess you were surprised. but it was the blatant truth. and i want you to know, i'm willing to wait for your answer, no matter how long it will take." he was looking intently, and i replied,

"I'm glad you understand my feelings, Ivan. that means a lot. all i can say right now is that i'm thankful i've met you." he smiled, a smile that is so true, and so pure.

"Good night Ann Li, sweet dreams. see you tomorrow."

"Good night Ivan, and thanks for the lovely evening." i replied softly as i closed the door. i didn't realize that mom was in the living room.

"So, how did it go?" she asked.

"Perfect!" i answered dreamily as i went upstairs to my room. the next day, when classes were over, i didn't go home right away. instead, i stayed in the gym, watching the basketball practice of the varsity. i told Fretzie to meet me there, so we could talk. i was dying to tell her about Ivan. as i waited for her, someone sat beside me.

"Ivan!!! what are you doing...i mean, hi." i said sheepishly.

"Hi Ann. i found Fretzie outside and she told me you were in here, so here i am. anyway, she wants me to tell you that she needed to go do an errand for her mom." he looked around the gymnasium.

"Your gym is nice. actually, the whole school is nice looking." i was really glad to see him. he never ceased to amaze me. but somehow, a part of me was saying that it wasn't the right place to meet him. everyone practically knew each other in school. he was an outsider, he belonged to another school. then, i noticed someone staring at our direction, James. i couldn't seem to read the expression on his face. and also, i saw Bret giving Ivan a nasty look. i felt terrible for Ivan. how dare of Bret to do that to my new friend. i sent Bret a cold stare as i brought Ivan outside. what was happening? could it be that Bret is mad at me too? great! now i have two friends who hate me---James and Bret. with friends like them, who needs enemies?

"Ann, are you okay?" Ivan asked me as we got out.

"Yeah, i guess. look, i'm sorry for the way Bret has been treating you. i don't know why he's acting like such a loser!" Ivan held my hand.

"Hey, calm down. it's fine. i understand that the guy doesn't like me. i don't blame him, i come from a different school. and i'm one of their biggest rivals, i'm captain of the 'Wolves', you know. I know James too, he detests me as well. but it's all right, really." i was surprised. so that's why Bret hates his guts. but James?

"But on the day we met, you weren't playing...and how do you know about James not liking you too?" he gave me an affectionate grin.

"Simple. that time, my arm wasn't completely healed yet. just a sprain though. and James? well i already know him. years ago. coz both our teams are always having a tournament. so we've met already." i still couldn't believe his explanation, but it definitely made sense.

"Oh, so you, Bret and James know each other already?" Ivan nodded. after a while, Ivan took me home and mom invited him for dinner. he stayed and ate supper with us. it seemed that he was winning mom over too. and when Ivan went home, he called and we talked for hours. before i went to sleep that night, i couldn't think of anyone else but Ivan, Ivan, Ivan. i couldn't hide it anymore, i think i was falling in love with him. and just before slumber land took me, James popped into my mind. i wonder why.

"big night"

FIVE

I went home right after class that day. i wasn't in the mood to stay in school any longer. normally the gang and i would still hang out, or Fretzie and i would watch Bret and James in basketball practice, but coz of what happened between James and me, it would be just too weird. so i got home, took a hot bath, and after supper i went to our terrace. i was thinking about James then. what have i done? i just lost my best friend. the next day, after school, i was busy walking around the house, it was a thursday and somehow i didn't have a clue yet what to do with James. my mom was curious now.

"Ann, honey, why are you strolling around? is there something wrong?" i saw her concerned look and as much as i hate lying to her, i didn't want to worry her either.

"No, i'm okay mom. i just don't know what to do with my free time tonight. got no plans."

"Well, why don't you go upstairs and clean your room?" that was always mom's suggestion. to her, cleaning the house is therapeutic.

"All right, but if anyone calls me, let me know, okay?"

"Sure hon...i always do." i went upstairs then, feeling so down and gloomy. just then, the phone rang.

"Mom, i'll get it." i called as i hurriedly answered the phone.

"Hello?" i hope it's James, calling to make up with me.

"Hi Ann Li, it's Ivan." oh my goodness! it's Ivan, it really is Ivan!

"Oh, how did you know it was me?" i asked calmly.

"Well, how could i ever forget your voice? anyway, i want to, i mean, if it's all right with you, would you go out with me tonight? maybe to a movie or stuff. please say yes. i know you don't know me that well, but i was hoping we could get to know each other better...and this is a start." was i dreaming? i was totally speechless. a date with him? great!

"Ann, i understand if you have other plans..." i immediately interrupted him,

"No, tonight is perfect. a movie sounds like fun."

"Cool, i'll pick you up at 8."

"Do you know where i live?" he replied,

"Yup. found your address here in the directory. actually, i don't live that far from you, just about three blocks away." that was a pleasant surprise.

"Really, i didn't know that. okay, see you then." i said as i got off the phone. a night in the movies with Ivan? how exciting! i feel like flying. i wonder what movie he'll take me. hmmm...i'll find out later. for now, i gotta find something nice to wear! it was almost seven thirty, and i was still deciding what to wear. finally, i settled for my peach floral dress that i bought last month. James told me when i first wore this that i looked pretty. my smile disappeared when i remembered James. usually, we were the ones who always go out, sometimes to double with Bret and Fretzie, and other times just the two of us. we seem to enjoy being with each other, no matter where we go, or how simple the things we do. but when will he reconcile with me? is there a chance to bring back our friendship? it's been four days since we last talked. i really miss him. i wonder though, does James miss me? even just a little bit? then came a knock on my door.

"Ann, your date is waiting downstairs. you ready?" i heard mom calling me.

"Yeah, i'll be right down." i replied as i took my last pose in front of the mirror. well, this is it. wish me luck! i said to my own reflection as i went down the stairs. and when i saw Ivan, he looked more handsome than ever! i never knew he was such a good dresser. we finally got out of the house after he promised my mom he'd bring me home by midnight. at the movie house, there were a lot of familiar faces, i even saw Fretzie and Bret.

"Fretzie, Bret! over here!" i called. when Fretzie saw me, she smiled. and when she saw who i was with, she gave me a malicious smile. somehow, i didn't understand Bret's expression. he looked moody. well, maybe it's one of those days again.

"Oh hi Ann! and hello Ivan! nice to see you again, and this time, with my best friend." Fretzie was teasing us as she introduced Bret to Ivan,

"Babe, this is Ivan, Ann and i met him in one of your games." Bret shook Ivan's hand and gave him a cool greeting. Fretzie seemed embarrassed.

"Well, we gotta go guys, Ann, see you in school." Fretzie said as they headed for the exit. Ivan fell silent and commented after a while,

"Bret seems to dislike me Ann..."

"Of course not, he was just having one of his bad moods." i replied back. but deep inside, i thought what Ivan said was right. Bret obviously didn't like him. i wonder why.

"the fight"

FOUR

"Ann, phone call for you." mom called me from downstairs. who could it be? Fretzie told me she wouldn't call coz she had a date with Bret. maybe James? yeah, i think he wants to talk about my trip with Fretzie at the mall. or, could it possibly...be Ivan??? no way! impossible! a very handsome guy like him wouldn't waste time on a good-for-nothing, unpopular girl like me. aarrgghhh!!! there goes my insecurities talking again. sometimes i really dislike myself.

"Hello? this is Ann, who's this?" let it be Ivan, please...

"Who else, punk? it's your greatest friend, James. haha...were you expecting someone else's call?"

"Oh, hi James. whaaat?! of course not...i just thought uhm..i mean, nothing."

"Are you okay? you sound miserable. anyway, how was the shopping spree?" i sighed.

"Yeah, i am fine. shopping spree? oh, you mean, Fretzie...well, okay i guess. is there something particular you had in mind for calling? i'm...kind of busy..." i regretted what i said. James was being polite and nice. and i was being rude. he really deserves a better friend than me...

"Wow, too hot stuff for me now, aren't you? i wonder why..." i was getting annoyed at his anecdotes.

"There you go again James, you're being sarcastic! i told you i don't like you that way." James sounded surprised at my outburst.

"Wow, you are touchy tonight. and i'm not being sarcastic...you are...here i am, asking how you were and all, and all you want to do is slam the phone down." i denied at this, but somehow, he guessed the truth.

"I'm not doing anything of the sort. besides, like i said, i'm busy right now! do you think i got all the time in the world for you? i don't! i have other stuff to do too, you know!" the last words i uttered shouldn't have happened...i felt guilty now. James was right, i was at fault...i tried to apologize then,

"James, i'm...hello? are you there?" James was silent for a while. then he cut me off by saying,

"All right, i'll go and bother someone else who has all the time for me, sorry i called."

"James, wait!" but to no avail. all i heard was a dial tone. man oh man, i am so stupid at times! but he had to hang up on me all of a sudden. he didn't even give me a chance to explain why i was moody. that night, i had trouble sleeping. it was almost midnight but i was still wide awake. i felt super guilty for the things i said to James. tomorrow, i must talk to him. and i have the perfect solution! i'm gonna approach James during lunch and and explain. yeah, that's it! i'll ask Fretzie and Bret to sit at another table so i can talk to James alone. besides, i don't want them to see me and James having a tiff. i know they aren't used to it. i, myself, aren't. James is my best friend, and to keep that friendship alive, i should apologize to him tomorrow.

"Tomorrow..." i said to myself as i finally welcomed dream world. the next day, i saw James during first period. he didn't talk to me, didn't even give me his usual smile. he just walked past me as if i wasn't there, like i was a ghost or something. i felt bad, but what can i do? i deserved it. finally, our last period of morning classes came. it was almost lunch and i should prepare my speech. i was writing random notes in my binder when Fretzie passed a note for me and it said,

"What's up with you and James? you haven't talked all morning. fighting?" i passed a note back to her immediately,

"Had a misunderstanding, need your help." after Fretzie read my note, she gave me a nod and a hopeful smile.

"Rinnnggg!" sounded the lunch bell. Fretzie walked beside me and asked,

"What was the fight about?" i replied,

"I'll explain later. right now, i have to meet James at our table in the canteen. can you and Bret sit at another table so i can have James to myself? Fretzie squeezed my shoulders for encouragement.

"Of course, and good luck..talk to you later. don't worry, it will be fine."

"Thanks." i mumbled and hurried to our usual seats. at the canteen, i waited for James and i pretended to be reading my Math book. i waited and i waited, and finally, James came. But when he saw me, he froze and went back. i followed him and when we got outside, i called,

"James, wait! please listen to me!" i yelled. but he didn't turn in my direction. he didn't listen at all. he just kept on walking as he went to his next class.

"Riinngggg!" bummer! now what will i do? i felt terrible. and somehow, there's this funny, gut wrenching feeling deep inside that i'm experiencing right now. the next period came , and it was Literature. i wasn't feeling so great so i excused myself from class. my Lit. teacher likes me, so she told me i could go and rest at the library. i thanked her and went to the girl's bathroom. then, hating myself more, i cried. and my gosh, i cried a lot. i was miserable, and sorry, but James didn't even give me a chance to explain. what kind of a friend is he anyway? all these years i didn't expect us to fight over something so petty. just then, Fretzie came inside and found me.

"Ann, what happened? i though you both made up by now." i hugged her in between sobs,

"Oh, Fretz...he didn't even try to listen...i wanted to apologize but he just ignored me. you see, he called last night and i was expecting Ivan's call, and our conversation got a little heated and we said hurtful words to each other...or maybe i did...and now, he won't talk to me." Fretzie patted my back.

"Ann, it's gonna be okay. you and James will surpass this. give him time to cool down. for now, let's go to our last class or else we'll be late." so we went to Algebra, and Fretzie placed her arm around me and i saw James staring at our direction. oh crap, i guess by now he knows i was crying. it was too obvious, my eyes were still a bit puffy and red. will James ever forgive me for being rude and tactless? i thought to myself as i took my seat.

"close encounters of the third kind"

THREE

"Where's Bret?" Fretzie asked James as he came out from the locker room.

"Still inside, changing. he'll be out in a minute now."

"How is he?" what the heck is wrong with me, was i being nosy? i couldn't help it though. i was curious. Bret sometimes takes basketball way too seriously.

"He's fine. just a little guilty, i guess. he felt sorry for the whole team coz he missed his last shot." Fretzie frowned at this comment.

"It wasn't Bret's fault that you guys lost. besides, your teammates also came up with a lot of turnovers." James and i agreed in silence. a few minutes later, Bret finally arrived.

"Ready, baby?" Fretzie asked while Bret nodded,

"Yeah, let's go."

The four of us walked home. we didn't feel like talking. James walked beside me and Bret was with Fretzie doing his 'i'm-not-in-the-mood-to-talk syndrome'. i could tell that Fretzie was getting upset too. she hates it when Bret is like that. i remembered their first fight. it was also, after a game, a championship game to be exact, wherein they were defeated. Fretzie told Bret to get over it coz it wasn't the end of the world. but Bret couldn't accept their loss at the time and lashed out at Fretzie. it took about two weeks for Bret to finally realize his mistake and apologize to Fretzie. hey, are we all mute or something? i had to lighten up the atmosphere. so i spoke up first.

"Guys, let's go for a pizza. i'm starved!!! come on, my treat!" James placed his arm around me and said,

"Thanks Ann, i'd love that. i'm hungry too! in fact, my tummy is growling like a lion!" i laughed at his retort. James is the best, he always has a good sense of humor. all of us then proceeded to Shakey's. Bret's mood was getting better, and Fretzie was smiling now. Thank goodness!

The next day...

"Riiinnnngggg!!!" sounded the bell. at last, classes are over for the day! just then, i saw Fretzie coming down the stairs,

"Ann, you coming?"

"Where?" i wonder what she's up to now.

"I've got to go to the mall to buy a present for my mom. since the guys are practicing, you're my only hope."

"Sure Fretz, a trip to the mall sounds like fun. let's go to Forever 21." we were strolling around after getting the gift for Fretzie's mom when i saw a familiar figure walking towards our way---a guy---Ivan!!! Fretzie saw him in that same instant.

"Ann, look! it's the boy of your dreams! and my gosh, he's coming this way!" oh man! Ivan was fast approaching, i felt so nervous and i didn't know why i was feeling like this. here he comes, heaven help me!

"Hi Ann Li, remember me?" how could i forget? you were the clumsy idiot who poured oily popcorn on my favorite jeans...while i was trying not to say my thoughts out loud, Fretzie answered for me.

"Oh, of course she still does! you made quite an impression that day. by the way, we haven't met, my name is Fretzie, i'm the best friend. you're Ivan, right?" Ivan shook Fretzie's hand,

"Yeah, i am. nice to meet you Fretzie. i was wondering if your best friend here has time for a lonesome, friendly guy like me." Ivan was talking to Fretzie and yet his gaze was on me the whole time. i had to finally say something,

"Well, this best friend can talk and she says she's kind of busy right now." Ivan grinned at my reply. it didn't seem to faze him.

"Hey listen Ann, I uh...um never mind. maybe i'll just call you." Ivan said sheepishly as he went away in a hurry. what was wrong with him? i wondered. what was he gonna say? will he really call me? does he have my phone number? gosh! why am i obsessing about it? excited? heck no! i don't like the guy, so why should i be? but how come i feel this tingling sensation inside?

"Ann, for the third time! Can we go home now?" Fretzie pretended to be annoyed at my being deaf. then she snickered.

"Huh? oh, sure. let's go then!" i calmly replied. so off home we went.

"and then they were three"

TWO

"Ann, over here!" i heard Fretzie calling my name. she was seated at the right side of the gym, together with the Wildcats' fans. i sat beside her and asked,

"Am i that late? who's leading?"

"The game started a few minutes ago. we are leading by three. thanks to James' three points, that is."

"What? James scored a 3-pointer? man, i missed it!" we were both quiet now, concentrating on the game, hoping that our team would win. i was looking around for James when a guy walked in front of us. he was carrying a bowl of popcorn when someone else suddenly walked past him and made him spill his popcorn on me.

"Hey, watch where you're going, cyclops!" he bellowed to the guy who was no longer around. then he gazed at me,

"I'm so sorry, miss...um..."

"It's Ann. and it's okay.. really." but deep inside, i thought he was kind of clumsy. he surprised me by extending his hand,

"Hi Ann, my name is Ivan. Nice to meet you." what a careless, impulsive guy! i mean, who would wanna get to know him in a time like this? but i nodded anyway,

"I'm Ann Li...i think i already said it." he smiled as he turned away,

"Nice knowing you...see you around Ann Li." then i noticed something as he waved good bye.

"Fretzie, his watch!!! he had a gold watch!" too intent on the game, Fretzie didn't catch on right away.

"What's the big deal about his watch Ann?"

"Don't you get it? it was the same watch the guy in my dream was wearing." Fretzie paid attention to me then,

"You mean, he was the guy in your dream? Wow! he's gorgeous!"

"I think they both have same watches, okay? but he wasn't the guy in my dream. i mean, it's impossible. i didn't even know him until now. so how could i dream about someone i didn't know?" Fretzie, being the romantic that she is, encouraged the idea.

"Oh, come on Ann, i think that 'Ivan' guy was the mystery guy who wore a gold watch in your dream. and maybe, you didn't see his face in it coz you didn't meet him yet."

"What are you saying, then? that it's destiny?" Fretzie didn't answer. but i could tell from the smile on her face that she was thinking that. but duh, who could answer that stupid question anyway? it doesn't make sense...well, coz we were so talkative, we didn't notice that the game was already in second half. this time though, the Wolves are leading by 10 points. i was shocked. what happened? it was such a big lead! now i really concentrated on the game. i never took my gaze off the court. i saw Bret, attempting for a 3-point shot, and he scored! Fretzie shouted as she clapped her hands. with the way she shouted, i was certain she'd make it in the cheerleading squad if she auditioned for it. the score was now 60, 53. then, James blocked his opponent and his teammate got the rebound. he passed it back to James, and James attempted for two points, and made it! i really jumped and yelled,

"Go, James, go!" after some time, the lead was finally down to three. but there were only ten seconds left. and to make matters worse, the Wildcats were in penalty. Bret got the ball, but he was heavily guarded, he dribbled and shoots for three, but dang it! he missed!

"Oh no!" shouted Fretzie and the rest of the Wildcats fans. two, one, buzzer! the final score was 69, 66. Fretzie sighed sadly,

"I can't believe the Wolves won, Ann. Bret and James must be really upset...i know i am."

"Me too...come on, let's wait for the guys outside." i replied to her as we got out of the gym, feeling so tired and down.

"foursome"

ONE

If you've ever said that life in high school is full of fun, i'll put that thought to rest right now. in fact, high school life is tiring. there's this rule in my school that one should never be late for class or else you'll suffer the consequences like cleaning classrooms, etc. i mean, gosh, what are the janitors for? then, you have tons of homework to be done. everyday, you have to study coz you'll have lots of exams. and talk about the never ending projects and seat works! whew!

well, come to think of it, there are fun times. it's just that it seldom happens, like, on the second month of the semester, we'll have the Acquaintance party. i really think this party is useless coz in our school, we all know each other and therefore, we don't need to be acquainted. besides, the population in my high school is less than three hundred, so you see, this party is an excuse for the band freaks to rock on and for the lovers to dance all night long. i'm not saying i don't like parties such as these, in fact, i love it (doesn't everybody?) it's just that sometimes it's a big problem. you know what i mean, new outfit, new shoes, new everything! but when the night is over, then it's back to school blues again!

i am Ann Li, an honor student, but i'm not a nerd, okay? i don't wear big glasses or whatever. i may have looks, but i don't belong to the 'most popular girls' in school. i'm just ordinary, and i also work for our school paper. i'm not the athletic type so i decided to be a part of the 'press'. a lot of people say it's a boring job, but for my part, it's nice, so i don't really care what other people think. you know what the other exciting thing there is in high school? 'Boys'! there are a lot of types: the nerds, the jocks, the band freaks, and some handsome ones, of course. most of the students here in my high school has a partner already, maybe except me? i don't know, but i really don't care if i don't have a boyfriend yet. there are a few, who courted me, but i had to turn them down, coz i feel like i'm not ready yet. besides, i'm certainly not ready to be heartbroken again. let's just say, i learned a lesson in love, and i learned it the hard way...i had this boyfriend over a year ago, who dumped me for another girl...i was super glad he moved to another school last semester. but the girl, whom he dumped me for, is unfortunately, still my classmate. her name is Devon. she is beautiful, i have to admit that, and a cheerleader. everywhere she goes she gets noticed, with the help of course of her mini skirts that show off her long, tanned, perfect legs. but she's not smart, so i don't know what my ex-boyfriend had seen in her, except for the obvious physical beauty. but what a pity. it was a miserable experience though, but duh i'm over that now. i believe i'm wiser now and more mature. i do have crushes, like Leonardo di Caprio, Johnny Depp, etc...

one day in class, i was thinking about my dream the other night when my teacher in Geography called me,

"Ann, what is the capital of Jordan?" man! i didn't even know there was a country called 'Jordan' that exists...i do know a famous one, 'Michael Jordan', but what the heck! just then the school bell rang. whew! saved by the bell! finally, it was lunch time! just then, my best friend Fretzie called me.

"Hey girl, what's with you in Geography class? you seemed to be a thousand miles away, you know, like in another planet."

"Oh, hi Fretz..nothing much...just thinking about my dream last night." uh oh, prepare for more questions.

"Really? What was it all about?"

"I'm not sure. i was in some kind of a party, or a ball. i was dressed like a princess, and i was dancing with this guy. i knew he was handsome, but i didn't see his face. you know how dreams are sometimes, you can't really see the other person but you are certain what that person looks like. but anyway, we were dancing a slow tune and it seemed like a fairy tale." i said dreamily as we took our usual seats in the canteen. i could tell i got Fretzie's interest.

"You didn't see the guy's face? how awful! hmmm..maybe the guy was your soulmate! oooh, isn't it romantic? i wonder who that 'mystery guy' was."

"I wish i knew. all i could remember was his gold watch." there was nothing more to share. i was disappointed about my dream then. just then, Fretzie's boyfriend Bret, together with our best friend James, approached us. by the way, James is my closest among the boys in our class. he makes me laugh, comforts me when i have problems, helps me with my math homework, did i ever tell you i abhor math??? and oh, he makes me happy always. but as i've said, he's my friend and nothing more than that.

"Hello girls...hi beautiful." Bret was giving Fretzie his best smile while James sat beside me. this time, James did the talking.

"Sorry we're late, but we had an emergency meeting."

"What club?" Fretzie asked as she took a bite of her tuna sandwich.

"Not a club, but the varsity team, my dear." Bret replied as he finished her sandwich. i looked at James,

"Why, do you have a game coming up?" i had to ask him, i'm a fan of their basketball games. James answered,

"Yeah, we have a game this afternoon against the Wolves." i was filled with elation. the Wolves was our biggest rival in everything, be it academics or sports. it would be one challenging, fun game.

"Oh, i'd love to see you guys play. Fretz, we should go, okay?"

"I wouldn't miss it for the world." we finished our lunch then and proceeded to our next class. i was almost bored to death. at four, we were dismissed. finally! i agreed to meet Fretzie at the gym in thirty minutes, after i change. for once in how many weeks, at least there's something to look forward to, again.